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Young Girl [10 Nov 2005|12:41am]

[ mood | anxious ]

Oh how my mind decieves me,
As i ponder both day and night,
Sleep and meer conciousness,
Of the fate that awaits me,
Not only to burden my soul,
But my perception of life and it's misfortune,
Some of which have been carried,
Upon the shoulders of a girl,
Who has not yet found herself,
Only the misery and misconception,
Of a thought provoked by fear,
And a sense of loneliness.

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[19 May 2005|08:15pm]

hey guys i found the perfect place to post on i feel so alone.....!!
and rejected especially by my friends and they dont even know thay doing it!
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community owner [17 Apr 2005|06:56am]

wow i didnt even realized people were posting in here nemore. I started this a while ago and no one used it. Im glad people are starting to use this and express in it. In here ur not forgotten
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Let The Party Begin [15 Feb 2005|11:39am]

[ mood | sick ]

Eh, not much to say today except "Hello, I set out in life with one goal...and that's to invade your community and I've won. Now I can plague you with my bitter ramblings and bad breath. Fortunately for you I'm sick today and probably will be for the next week or so and won't be on top of my game. But as soon as I'm better I'm pay you a vist unless I "forget"..hahaha, clever joke. Have a nice day everyone."

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[03 Feb 2005|09:02am]

[ mood | drained ]

oh yeah, if any of you like expressing your thoughts in poetry, you can check out painful_poets it was origionally started for people in pain, but it's branching out.

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hey [03 Feb 2005|08:46am]

[ mood | lonely ]

been haunting for a while, thought i should post.
i have chronic pain that nobody can figure out the cause of.
i've been home sick for a month, and the only person i really get to see is my mom, and that's just when she wakes me up b4 she leaves for work, and after 5-5:30, when i'm too damn tired from the pain to care. she just really doesn't get what i'm going through. i dont really want her to, but it's really lonley, and i'm tired of crying alone.
k, i guess that's all.

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[22 Dec 2004|08:28pm]

I'm so upset. The only person who cared or remembered me is now forgetting me and throwing away all the love I gave him. My hollow heart aches- its space was occupied with love, but I gave it all to him hoping he would put his love there instead. I wish I could remember this one movie, but the way people died was when they were forgotten by everyone they knew or cared about. If that movie was real life, I'd be dying right now.
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[05 Dec 2004|08:05pm]

[ mood | anxious ]

if n e wants to add me

feel free but comment me so i kno who u are
so i can add you back!!


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new!! [04 Dec 2004|04:31pm]

[ mood | lonely ]

im new
my name is manda
im 14

im alone
i bascally have nobody....

i joined tis maybe to find someone to really actually care

i care about everyone [[well some ppl]]

pleeze someone.....help me??

i just want to actually have some one behind me....

tht had nver happened to me!!


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New new new [22 Nov 2004|12:12am]

[ mood | tired ]

Hello everybody, gather round because it's time for my story.

I'm one of those people who people like to ignore. I've been a depressant since primary school, but it wasn't until three years ago that I had been diagnosed as a chronic depressant. This and the fact I'm not like most of my peers (ie. likes getting drunk, being naked, going to clubs, sleeping around etc.) have caused many problems, up to the point where I don't have a social life and was excluded from doing anything.
The Internet hasn't helped either. I once saw it as a place where someone like me had a chance of mingling with people, but those same peers who excluded me in the real world are taking over all the online communities, so I don't fit in there either.

All this has prevented me from realising a childhood dream of being an animator/filmmaker, because of the high levels of stress involved. I've never been able to get close to very many people, simply because they didn't want me around, and certainly very few people remember who I am - unless they want something.

That's my basic story.

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[19 Oct 2004|03:50pm]

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[12 Oct 2004|09:28am]

[ mood | bored ]

hey there lonely people!
I am from france and i live in town where i don t know anybody,lucky enough i live with my fiancé,but i still do feel a big dereliction because i would need to have girl friends to do girlie things!
i miss talking,having deep conversation with some souls!
I ve been unemployed for a year so it s not easy at all... i totally feel out of the society but i am really torn by the fact i sort of have to join society to earn money cuz i need it badly!:(
and also i hate the sheep,the people who follow the tide,who have learn to be so fake they don t know who they are and they forgot the precious things!
I can't ever be fake,i am always very frank and honest this is why i dont have any friends because maybe i m saying too much what i think i dont know...
Well i guess i am also a bit weird and melancholly which doesn t make me attractive,yet i think i m a kind person who has a lot to give!
I still dream of finding soulmate friends...
In the meantime i live in my world,i create,i embellish things and i sing my soul out to feel better...sometimes it s really weird to feel so lonely when you used to be a little girl with many friends... life is life****
bright blessings to all***

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[07 Oct 2004|10:00pm]

Hello lonely ones like myself. I was forgotten a long time ago. As of now I am still forgotten- no one sees me correctly. I'm different, not that silly prep girl I was in the 8th grade before they deserted me. My time alone has made me realize how fake people are so my goal is to never be fake and show who I am. They may call me a pretender or wannabe but I'm not, I'm someone who who truely cares and has feelings. Maybe if more people for forgotten thne they would see things as I do.
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new [03 Aug 2004|07:47pm]

[ mood | blah ]

i'm new to this community, so i thought i would drop in and say hello, hello.

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anyone [29 Jul 2004|11:34pm]
Ive felt lonely before but never this bad. Never this rejected. Never this neglected. Never so betrayed. I hate how you can do everything that you possibly could as a human for someone else just to have them not care at all. I hate being two-faced. I hate myself and i feel like everyone else does too. I wish i had someone who accepted me for who i was..who could keep me on track and remind me to stay true to myself. Someone who could hold me and tell me they love me no matter what i do. Someone who appriciated me. I feel like theres no one out there who will ever care about me. That i do everything for everyone.. except for myself. ANd once im done serving others.. i can wait in the corner until they need soemone to solve their problems or fetch them something. And then i feel used. But whos fault is it? I could say "no" i dont want to. I want to talk about how I feel for once. But theres not mucht to talk about because i just hate how i am anyways.

- anon.
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A community I made.... [27 Jul 2004|06:32pm]

Are you a GOth? a puNK? a skaTER? Well if you are your invited to Join the "Gonkers" community! Yea it is a rateing community, but where unlike the others, we actually DO stuff, and where not stuck up nether.... we are true Gonkers...... are you? If so please click on the link to Gonkers, and join! http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=gonkers ( I made THIS community!!)
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JOIN PLEASE! [25 Jul 2004|01:58pm]

Join the "Come_Hook_Up" Community!!! This community is where you can meet people of the opposite, or same sex. You can become friends, or become more..... but this is the place to meet people!! So come and join!! Click on the link to go there...http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=come_hook_up
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[05 Jun 2004|11:10pm]
[ mood | confused ]

nu here im 16 my name is JuLie and well i dunno wat else m i supose to say?!!?! : /

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LostOrForgotten Community! [22 May 2004|04:53pm]


Its an awsome community! you should join! Its the LostOrForgotten! Its really cool! just click on the link below!!


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Hey I Just Joined [10 May 2004|05:44pm]

[ mood | amused ]

HI, i just joined, maybe i can feel wanted here.. maybe not, but heres some things about me...
NAME: Jenni
AGE: 14
B-DAY: March 23, 1990
SEX: Female
RACE: White
FAMILY: 1 Brother (10) 1 Sister (16) mom, dad
MUSIC: Hard rock/alternative
yea, well g2g!
(write later)

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